yesterday(since its past midnight) wasn't quite a good day for me. I couldn't let go of the issue of me not being able to get into a JC n i felt depressed & moody aft thinking that my frens who wanted to get in got in. lol. my frens who were with me were affected by my mood. so to those from my DG, sorry abt me this day being so moodless. I felt that i wasn't the way i used to be anymore...the cheerful lame me. lols...

i met my nyp care grp...i kinda not really like them...so yeah. haha. n i had to leave service=( halfway for a dinner with my relatives. i realised once more that i shud occupy myself with God's Word or some worship songs so that i wudn't focus on my situations. i'm not sure y i keep on writing abt that but, yeah. haha

i really wanna be my cheerful self agn....with no depression acting up